Today I went to do my monthly blood test under the assumption that I did ovulate sometime between Friday and Saturday last week. In order for this test to be successful, it’s supposed to be 7 days after your ovulation day, but as you know by now, I didn’t have a smiley face (LH surge) this month.
The clinic I goes to releases the results to patients 24 hours after they received them, so I will have my Progesterone level first thing Sunday morning. It goes without saying that I’ll be very anxious until then.
I have a very good dear friend in the beautiful country in Central America that got pregnant earlier this year after almost 10 years trying, via IVF. Today, she told me she lost the little girl. She said that sometimes she doesn’t understand God.
Why is it so difficult for some of us? I don’t have the answer either. All I can do is keep hoping, wishing, dreaming.